We all miss you my Myssi.
Things are just not the same without you in our lives. We had it all at one time during our 30 year relationship didn't we! Love, Honor, Trust - Puppy Love to True Love - Amazing
Many people say you were a warrior. I strongly agree when friends talk about you in Earth terms.
But A bigger reality for me (And I have told you many moons and countless stars prayed upon)... I would say to you that you were more than heavenly over the years especially in the heat of all the restless days we had and sleepless nights of struggle. With all the In and out of appointments, scans, treatments, withdrawals, vomiting, night sweats, Pain, restlessness, trauma......... My heart and soul deemed YOU as such a GODDESS.
How in the hell could you be so strong willed? I thought I knew you when we got married but you turned out to be an inspiration for many around the country. You beat the average Myxoid Liposarcoma life expectancy by 5 years just to be with us. I think maybe, just maybe that all the people, and all the prayers, from Pawtucket to Pasadena, Florida to Canada made the difference. Our friend group loved you sooooo Much and always will.
Thank you for staying with me through our 20 year anniversary, Your Birthday and Your Best Friends Birthday before growing your wings my dear. The fact that you chose to pass on the 8th symbolizes in my eyes the sign of infinity. You have touched many hearts that most people couldn't even comprehend. We are and will always be blessed to have been touched by your inner spirit and soul. You will live on forever in our most cherished of memories.
Go be you and show the universe what you are made of. I am sure the heavens could use a leader like you and I will see you on the other side one day after you get them in check. LOL!! But not too soon... Lil Tommy and I have many boy things to do and catch up on.
I am so sorry that you felt the need to apologize for your Mother's behavior over the years in the final hours of your breathes. You deserved so much better (and I personally want to apologize for the individuals reading this post that came to Perciak Hospice to visit with you in private didn't get their chance before you passed).
I think of you every day and followed every directive that I could before your last wishes were not fulfilled. The Urn we picked out is in the house as asked and exactly where you wanted us to keep you.
YOU will be In my heart forever and ever... Tymmo
