Oh My beautiful, beautiful boy...where are You? Where did You go??? Its been nearly four long , dark , sad years. The pain never ends ,it just grows deeper, and I still look for You every single day. You were the light of My life , truly the best thing that ever happened to Me. You were the greatest gift God ever gave Me. I don't understand why this happened and I never will. You were so handsome, but could never see it, You were super intelligent and had so much to teach the world, born with a heart so sensitive ,and as big as the universe . You could make anyone laugh ,especially Me. We walked through hell together from day one ,My Son, yet somehow We always found a way to laugh our way through. The only comfort I have is knowing that all the people that broke Your sweet heart , in your short life on Earth , they cant hurt you anymore. Eddie still looks for you ,and one day he will find you on the rainbow bridge, never to be separated again. I love you My sweet Son, I will miss you every second of My life, until the day you wait for Me at the gates of Heaven. You have an awesome bunch of friends that keep your Facebook page alive, and somehow it keeps you alive too. Thank You for the sunbeams and the butterflies you send , Ride your jet ski through those heavenly waves and give Granny a kiss for Me. Until I see You again, All of my Love, Mom XOXO